Filed under blah, !?wtf?!     1436 words in post     2:02 pm
Current Mood: lazy

Random facts. (Found in http://angelic-trust.net/journal/)

[ ] I am shorter than 5′4.
[x ] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (like … red? ;__;)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (People think I dyed my hair but IT IS my natural color… )
[ ] I have a tattoo. (Sticker tattoo yes…)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I’ve had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. (I would like to wear one but fortunately, I actually don’t need it)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (I hate needles…what more knives and blood…’nuff said…)
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.
[x] I have a sister.
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents
[ ] I’ve run away from home. (I wish…haha jowk)
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
[ ] I’m in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year. (Well, not last year, when I was in college…I ALMOST didn’t pass, but I still managed…)
[x] I’ve stolen something from my job. (Mostly staples…clear scotchtapes…)
[ ] I’ve been fired.
[ ] I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada. (still here :P)
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls. (awesome place)
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city. (i’m not good in directions)
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star. (crap)
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star. (double crap)
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. (take THAT!)
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been Skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play. (As Desdemona… hahaha. Eww)
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. (actually just snow…)
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi. (for those who don’t…you’ve missed half of your life)
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
[x] I’m single. (and happy)
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex. (lots of times… but it ends there)
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ] I’ve passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I’ve smoked weed.
[ ] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms.
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[ ] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. (I only have 3)
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news. (sometimes)
[ ] I don’t kill bugs. (you kidding…i hate them! die die DIE!)
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. (I am a night person)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair. (sometimes)
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well. ( I hate baking)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I’ve worn pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly. (not weekly…not everyday)
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate. (I love the usual chocolate - milk chocolate — dark chocolate is pretentious chocolate)
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (yay!!!)
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loath lables.
[x] I like action movies.
[ ] I like horror movies.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before. (that is actually a specialty, remembering all nonsense and forget the world’s most important facts!) — ditto
[ ] I can’t spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself. (if they deserve it, sure — ditto

--=*niknok*=--

Filed under updates     285 words in post     2:55 am
Current Mood: hungry & sleepy

has anyone seen jason castro’s version of ‘over the rainbow’???

i love love LOVE it

he’s sooo unique and awesome… sometimes he can be boring, but when he sang ‘over the rainbow’… he became alive again

i loved the song so much i downloaded it from iTunes. omigudness… his voice sounds so good, i can imagine his voice and the songs he’ll be singing from his own record… I can’t wait.

David Cook… hmm… I don’t know what it is about him but I can’t seem to really REALLY love him 100%. I like him… but sometimes I don’t like him. Maybe because he’s trying to sound like or be like Chris Daughtry — who is my IDOL… I love him he’s awesome, he’s in my wallpaper right now.

David Archuleta… I liked him… but now he’s just becoming a bit boring and predictable…

That Southern Lee Cook — FINALLY! SHE GOT OUT. I hate her. Yeah most will say she’s pretty but she’s got some attitude and most people I know saw that too. She’s so fake… not sincere… arrogant. Finally.

I think the guys will win this season.

It’s almost 4 in the morning… I’m not sleepy… I don’t know what else to do… so I thought of blogging and thinking I should REALLY start on revamping this site. It needs remodelling… big time.

Anyway… soon I’ll be logging off… I wish Jason Castro wins… coz I don’t seem to fancy any of the remaining girls right now… I’m bored with Archuleta… I don’t really like Cook… so I’m left with Jason… yeah… I hope he wins… kids… THINK before you VOTE.

Yeah… like that will happen…

--=*niknok*=--

Filed under blah     572 words in post     1:22 am
Current Mood: amused & tired

found this post from my old blog (in livejournal). while i was reading it again, i couldn’t help but laugh (inside - coz all the ppl here at home are already sleeping)

i’m being sooo lazy today… i swear isn’t there a job where you’re getting paid just by sleeping and watching tv and surfin the net?……

lunch tym a few hours ago, we ate at mcdo and i told them, i don’t want to be an employee anymore. it gets boring after sometime you know? i just cant imagine my whole life doing the same shit everyday…going to the same office…dealing with the same boss (who by the way is not someone i want to talk to or even see everyday…kz break na kami..hmp)…doing the same job without any challenge at all….

i told my sister i wanted the two of us to put up a biznes…i dont know what kind of bizness yet but thats just what i want and what i imagine to be doing for quite a long time…that i know i would really enjoy…………(sana…)

at first we thought of a store and she said, “buti kee” (lizard)–jologs counterpart of lacoste….pucha. cant she think of something more imaginative? my gawd…but she said it would be a hit because canadians wont have any idea at all what it means and it sounds weird daw but cool……..

sure.

but she’s forgetting that there are so many filipinos in canada and they know what butee kee means and they’ll just laugh at us….and soon everyone will get what the name of our store really means. it sounds like a kind of food or something….but oh…she’s really serious ha…

anyway…for the mean time i can accept butee kee mainly bcoz i cant think of an alternative name so i hope our small boti que will be a hit… *rolls eyes* if you guyz ever see butee kee store in the future….yup…that’s ours! hahaha…

my sister wants to get paid just by sleeping and she asked my mom if there’s a job liek that….and my mom said….YAH…like…maybe a prostitute!

my mom said BE A WHORE. yeah…(that’s how we talk around our house especially when it’s just me, my sis and my mom..)

anyway so my mom wanted to be the pimp and she’ll market my sister, being the white lady that she is, to those perverts who like to do it w/ dead people……my mom tells my sister…that if she just wants to sleep she can do so…just lie down and ‘open up’ and sleep…pretend she’s dead……

LOL. actually, this isnt our weirdest and grossest convo…we’ve had worse.

but we just laugh our asses off…goodness…

…then one of my ofismates suggested that i could do the same although this time…i can pretend im dead…sleep inside the coffin…so that crooks can pretend they’re just attendin a wake but really…they’re just playin jueteng……..wat a way to do a lazy job….hahaha…

…any more suggestions?

--=*niknok*=--

Filed under personal, !?wtf?!     1890 words in post     11:59 pm
Current Mood: angry & bitchy & explosive & furious & pissed off

Minsan nakakapagpigil pako. Kailangan ko pa rin magpigil kundi mamumura ko ang buong pagkatao ng isang tao pag napakasama na niya talaga because she deserves it.

Pero pag isang DERANGED AND SELF-CENTERED BITCH na talaga ang dumating and naging parte ng pamilya ko, at KUNG ANO-ANONG KASINUNGALINGAN ANG PINAGSASASABI SA PAMILYA KO – THEN I REALLY HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING.

In the FIRST PLACE, hindi naman siya talaga KAPAMILYA KO, meaning HINDI ka DUGONG FRANCO.

Nag-asawa ka lang ng Franco kaya ka naging Franco. ASAWA KA LANG at tandaan mo yan. PAKAKATANDAAN MO YAN.

So WALA KANG KARAPATAN sirain ang family ng Franco. WHO EVER SAID NA SIRA ANG FRANCO? It’s not for you to say ‘coz you’re NOT a Franco.

AND if ever man kadugo kita, I WILL BE ASHAMED TO EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE NA KADUGO KITA AND I WILL BE SO ASHAMED TO CALL YOU EVEN AS MY AUNT. SO DAHIL HINDI KA NAMAN TALAGA FRANCO, SHUT UP AND LISTEN. LISTEN HARD.

AKO ANG FRANCO DITO. AT TATAY KO. HINDI IKAW. OO ANAK MO, FRANCO. PERO HINDI PA RIN IKAW. ASAWA MO? YES. FRANCO. ANAK MO PINSAN KO AND I LOVE HER AND WAG NA WAG MO SIYANG IDAMAY DITO. AGAIN, THE FACT STILL REMAINS, HINDI KA DUGONG FRANCO.

Lahat ng mga nasa sulat mo? My dear, you are once again, contradicting yourself.

You say one thing… next paragraph, you contradict what you just said.

PAMBIHIRANG PATIS. MAKE UP YOUR DERANGED AND DISILLUSIONED MIND!!!

YOU said the “issue” should be between your family and my friend. THEN you say on your next paragraph, bakit hindi namin kayo tinawagan at sumingit at iresolve ang problema niyo ng friend ko?! DIDN’T YOU JUST SAY IT YOURSELF?! Hindi dapat naming dinamay sarili namin sa issue niyo?! AND GULO GULO NG UTAK MO.

But never mind that anymore. Nadamay family ko dahil may problema ka SAKEN. SAKEN, “Tita”, which you won’t admit TO ANYONE. Naturally, ako friend ng pamangkin mo, and may problema ka sa pagstay niya sa bahay KO and parents ko. NATURALLY MADADAMAY KAMI SA ISSUE, don’t you think?! COMMON SENSE LANG INENG. Though your issue with me isn’t the MAIN ISSUE, it’s just ONE of so many issues you have with my friend and my family and her going to our house constantly.

ALSO, the reason why galit ka at pinagbabawal mo friend ko pumunta sa bahay namin is because takot kang may IKWENTO SYA SAMIN. Mga kwento na makakasira sa image mo samen. Why would you ever tell my friend to not say anything to us as long as binababysit namin anak mo?! Then tell her, pag hindi na naming binababysit siya, don na lang siya magkwento. WHY I WONDER?! Bakit hindi pwede magkwento ang friend ko?! Ng kahit ano?! DAHIL kung malaman lang naming ang mga pinagsasasabi mo about us, then hindi mo na kami MAGAGAMIT.

Well… then, ano pa ba ibig sabihin non? EH DI GUILTY KA. You freaked out because sinira ka niya. WHO EVER SAID NA SINIRA KA NYA SAMEN?

When you came to our house to “confirm” my friend’s stay here, didn’t you ask my parents if they knew why my friend would be staying in our house??? My parents only said, “YES.” THEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE. Sinabihan mo na friend ko na “HAYOP KA! SINUNGALING KA!” – Isn’t that a sign of being guilty?

We NEVER SAID anything na sinira ka ng friend ko samen. YOU ASSUMED and YOU CONFIRMED our guesses and belief. Of course we knew something, but then you blew it. YOU showed it to us. KUNG ANO TALAGA ANG PROBLEMA MO.

RESPECT? RESPECT?!?!? YOU ASK FOR RESPECT?! DARLING – YOU DON’T DEMAND RESPECT FROM ANYONE. YOU EARN IT. YOU GET RESPECT IF YOU DESERVE IT.

NOW WHY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE NOT AND WAS NOT RESPECTED ANYMORE BY ANY ONE OF US?

YOU GUESSED. YOU DON’T DESERVE IT.

AND YAN KA EH. USER. To think anlakas mo magsabi nyan sa friend ko and sa family niya. USER sila? DID THEY EVER BEG YOU TO GET MY FRIEND TO COME HERE SA CANADA? WHO THE HELL THOUGHT FIRST OF GETTING MY FRIEND? HINDI BA IKAW?! THEN ALL OF YOUR COMMENTS AND EVERY SINGLE WORD ABOUT HER EXPENSES COMING HERE AND ALL THOSE SHIT – WALA NA YON, BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO NEEDED HER. NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. SO STOP WHINING AND COMPLAINING AND BREAKING DOWN EXPENSES AND ALL OF YOUR “PAGOD” AND “EFFORTS” – BASICALLY, ALL OF YOUR CRAP, BECAUSE NO ONE ASKED YOU TO DO IT. SO SHUT IT.

DAMI MO PANG SALITA. OH YEAH I FORGOT. SABI MO NGA PALA, WALA NAMAN SA UTANG NA LOOB YAN, PERO MRS. CONTRADICTORY – YOU SAID, SHE OWES YOU A LOT PA RIN. SO HELLURRR… ALL THE BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS – KUNG PWEDE LANG KWENTAHAN, IKWKWENTA MO, SO HETO KA BINREAKDOWN MO NA LANG YUNG EXPENSES MO NGA SA KANYA.

WOW. A GOOD POINT FOR SAYING WALA NAMAN TALAGA SA UTANG NA LOOB YAN.

BRAVO.

MUKHA KA TALAGANG PERA. HINDI KA RAW NANUNUMBAT, THEN ANO PA KAYA YUNG BUONG CRAP YOU CALL A LETTER NA NIREPLY MO SA LETTER NG NANAY KO AT SA TITA KO.

OH AND LET’S POINT OUT – WHY THE HELL DO YOU NEED MY FRIEND NGA PALA?

TO BABYSIT YOUR DAUGHTER. AND YET YOU TELL EVERYONE, YOU DON’T NEED MY FRIEND NAMAN TALAGA. YOU SAID, FOR FOUR FRIGGIN’ YEARS NABUHAY KA NA WALA YUNG FRIEND KO. THEN WHY THE FUCKIN’ HELL DID YOU FREAK OUT WHEN SHE GOT OUT OF YOUR HOUSE? BUT, OF COURSE, ANG SAKIT MO, YOU CONTRADICTED YOURSELF AGAIN AND SAID THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH FOR BEING THE BABYSITTER OF YOUR DAUGHTER AND AS A COUSIN OF YOUR DAUGHTER. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED.

IF YOU DON’T NEED HER, WHY POINT OUT ALL OF YOUR EXPENSES AND EFFORTS? WHEN SHE GOT OUT OF YOUR HOUSE… INSTEAD OF BEING HURT LANG, YOU WENT OUT OF YOUR WAY TALAGA NA SABIHIN SA LAHAT NG TAO NA WAG NA SIYANG TULUNGAN. AGAIN, A GOOD WAY TO SHOW NA IKAW ANG TAMA DITO AND KAMI ANG MALI. KUNG IKAW BA NASA TAMA, GAGAWA KA PA NG MGA KUNG ANO-ANO AND GET BACK AT ANYONE?! WAG NA LANG TO HURT ME OR HURT MY FRIEND (THAT YOU HAVE FREELY DONE COZ, OH YEAH, SABI MO KASI IKAW ANG TAMA DITO SO A REAAAAALLY A GOOD WAY TO JUSTIFY JUST THAT), TO HURT AND BRING DOWN MY FATHER?!

AND HERE YOU ARE DEMANDING RESPECT?

OF COURSE, LAHAT NG NASA “SIDE” MO DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOUR CONNIVING TACTICS AND BACKSTABBING HABITS – DID YOU EVER TELL THEM, AND THE LAST REMAINING FRANCO IN YOUR SIDE (YOU’RE BROTHER-IN-LAW) THAT YOU DID SOMETHING BAD AGAINST HIS BROTHER (MY DAD?). DID YOU TELL HIM NA YOU TOLD ELENA NA KUNG GINAWA NAMIN SIYANG REFERENCE SA WORK NA MAGSABI NG MGA MASASAMANG BAGAY ABOUT US PARA HINDI NAMIN MAKUHA ANG TRABAHO NA INAPPLYAN NAMIN?!

OH DID YOU NOT TELL HIM THAT?!

WOW. TO THINK – YOU’RE PART – BUT PLEASE TAKE NOTE, JUST A PART, OF OUR FAMILY. SO IT GOES TO SHOW, REGARDLESS KUNG KAPAMILYA KA O HINDI, YOU CAN HURT ANYONE AND MANIPULATE ANYONE.

SO, MISS. KUNG MALI – MALI. REGARDLESS KUNG KAPAMILYA KA O HINDI.

AYAW MO PA AMININ, THE ONLY THING THAT’S PISSING YOU OFF IS WE “SIDED” WITH MY FRIEND NA HINDI NAMIN KADUGO KESA SAYO?!

OH, AND THE MAIN ISSUE WHICH NO ONE IN YOUR SIDE PROBABLY HAS NO CLUE.

THE MAIN ISSUE – RELEASE.

HINDI BA YAN NAMAN TALAGA ANG PINAKA-ISSUE SA LAHAT? DYAN NAGSIMULA ANG LAHAT.

YOU THREATENED MY FRIEND NA IRERELEASE NIYO SIYA DAHIL MAY NAHANAP NA SIYANG TRABAHO.

WHAT A COINCIDENCE – IT ONLY DAWNED ON YOU NA HINDI PWEDE YON AT ILLEGAL YON. …MY ASS!

NAPAKAPRETENTIOUS NIYO TALAGA.

YOU KNEW THAT ALL THIS TIME. AND MATAGAL NIYO NA YAN ALAM. YOU THREATENED HER IRERELEASE NIYO SIYA PARA WALA SIYANG CHOICE KUNDI MAGSTAY NA LANG SA BAHAY NIYO AT MAY MAGBANTAY SA ANAK NIYO.

TIPID KASI EH. MAS BENEFICIAL SA PART NIYO. SO KESEHODA WALA SIYANG TRABAHO… BASTA MAY BANTAY ANG ANAK NIYO.

ISA LANG TAWAG DYAN EH. USER!

ALAM MO TAMA NGA NA NAG-APOLOGIZE KA DON SA LETTER. NA LUMAKI YUNG ISSUE. KASI LUMAKI DAHIL SAYO. HINDI MO BA NAISIP YON?!

WELL… DUHHH, NIKKI. OF COURSE NOT! BESIDES THE FACT NA WALA SIYANG ISIP OR SLOW SIYA, BAKIT NAMAN NIYA MAIISIP YON EH SIYA ANG BIDA NGA DIBA?!

IDOL!

DIBA SA SULAT MO SABI MO “…BEFORE WHEN YOU BLABLABLA IDOLIZED US…”

OH – MY – GOD! YOU’RE SO FULL OF YOURSELF.

WHO EVER SAID NA PEOPLE IDOLIZE YOU?

WAKE UP AND SMELL YOUR CRAP!

NO ONE IDOLIZES YOU BUT YOURSELF.

IMBIS NA MAINIS KAMI SA MGA PINAGSASASABI MO, NATATAWA KAMI.

IDOLIZE?!?! YOU?!?! WHAT’S TO IDOLIZE?!

ISANG TAO NA WALANG RESPETO SA IBANG TAO PERO DEMANDS RESPECT.

ISANG TAO NA USER, MAKIKIPAGPLASTIKAN SA MGA TAO AT SA FAMILY KO KASI MAY USE SILA SA KANYA… AS LONG AS MAY USE SILA, KAILANGAN MONG LIGAWAN SILA PARA KUMAMPI SAYO AT MAGSIDE SAYO KUNDI… WALA NANG MAGBABANTAY SA ANAK MO AT WALA NANG GAGAWA NG FAVORS FOR YOU.

ISANG TAO NA NAGPAPAKA-BANAL. YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE.

WEREN’T YOU THE ONE WHO SAID MAS MABUTI PANG NASA KALYE NA LANG YUNG FRIEND KO KESA MAGSTAY SA BAHAY NAMIN!?

AND YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO INCLUDE GOD SA LETTER MO?

AND OH OH, YOU HAVE THE GUTS NA MAGSIMBA WEEKLY?!?! AND PAGALIS MO SA SIMBAHAN YOU ALWAYS THINK OF WAYS AND FIND WAYS AND DO SOMETHING TO BRING DOWN MY FRIEND… ME, OR MY FATHER… OR ANYONE WHO RUNS AGAINST YOU?!

I’M SURPRISED HINDI KA PA NASUSUNOG SA SIMBAHAN.

ONE OF THESE DAYS… ONE OF THESE DAYS… MAKUKUHA NILA AT MARIRINIG NG LAHAT ANG MGA PINAGSASASABI MO SA FRIEND KO DATI…

OO – MARIRINIG NILA. IN YOUR OWN WORDS. SYEMPRE BINACK-UP KO PA YON. HINDI MAWAWALA YON.
KAYA MAG-IINGAT KA SA MGA PINAGGAGAGAWA MO AT PINAGSASASABI MO…

PERO MINSAN, NAWAWALAN AKO NG GANA…

MOST DISAPPOINTING OF ALL – MY COUSINS… MY KAPAMILYA – PINANIWALA ANG ISANG SALITA NG ISANG BRUHA. IN-LAW ANG MAS PINANIWALA – KESA TATAY KO NA KAPATID NILA… NA KINALAKIHAN NILA.

OH… SABAGAY… REGARDLESS KUNG KAPAMILYA O HINDI DIBA – KUNG MALI, MALI.

BUT THE POINT IS – KAYONG LAHAT, YUNG MGA KAPAMILYA KO – ANTAPANG NIYO MAGSALITA AT MAGJUDGE WHEN YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW EVEN A QUARTER OF THE ISSUE.

YOU WEREN’T EVEN THERE.

YOU DON’T KNOW THE MOST MINUTE AND MOST IMPORTANT DETAILS OF THE ISSUE PERO AMBILIS NIYO…

AMBILIS NIYO MAGJUDGE KALA NIYO ANG GAGALING NIYO MAGANALYZE NG ISSUE.

AND KAMI PA ANG SINABIHAN MO NA HINDI NAKINIG SA SIDE NIYO?! DIDN’T YOU GO TO OUR HOUSE AND SAY YOUR POINTLESS SIDE?!

POINTLESS TALAGA COZ WHEN I ASKED YOUR HUSBAND, “TITA”, ALL HE COULD IS STUTTER… AT IKAW, ALL YOU COULD DO IS CONTRADICT YOURSELF.

SO YES, EVERYTHING WAS POINTLESS.

KAYO NAMAN NA NAGSIPUMILIT SUMAMA SA ISSUE…

KUNG WALA KAYONG ALAM, THEN DON’T SAY ANYTHING.

KUNG GUSTO NIYO MALAMAN, MAGTANONG KAYO – WHICH YOU NEVER DID.

THEREFORE, DON’T SAY ANYTHING IF YOU DON’T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING.

ndi pako tpos… malamang… meron pa ito kasunod.

--=*niknok*=--

Filed under updates, personal, !?wtf?!     223 words in post     10:19 pm
Current Mood: crazy & ecstatic & in-love & lovestruck

DO NOT TAKE THESE PHOTOS AND CLAIM THAT YOU TOOK THEM…

NOW… HERE THEY ARE…

--=*niknok*=--

Anna, Morbid Romantic, Laura

Filed under updates, personal     472 words in post     10:17 pm
Current Mood: sleepy

I have not blogged for what seemed like forever.

NOW I’m back… from time to time, I will, HOPEFULLY, blog about my boring life or boring things that I do…

ACTUALLY, a few weeks ago, some exciting things and hard-core drama happened in my life.

A friend of mine moved in our house because of his TYRANT aunt who’s banning her to visit ME or my house, for no valid reason at all…

I lost a friend… (or was she?) because she could not accept me for who I really am… just because I was a little snappish, when she was the first one who snapped at me first — I’m sick and tired of people who think everything is all about them. We had this problem before, and we fixed it… but now, I just don’t want to go thru it again… if I say something, even if I wasn’t intentionally being mean… she might still be offended so… enough is enough. We’ll be in this boring cycle… I’m not her husband, who she can argue and fight with all the time.

Back to my friend who lived before with her TYRANT aunt (who happens to be my aunt as well, because she’s the wife of my father’s youngest brother ) — the whole event and aftermath could be made as a plot for a soap opera…

The tension is still THICK and I feel it within the family (our relatives)… though they might appear oblivious of the whole thing… I feel… they think my aunt is the one who should be pitied and be supported after all that had happened. I can’t wait for the time when they’ll all find out the whole truth… who knows… it might happen real soon…

But, I didn’t give a fuck… if they believe us or not… now I give a fuck less. Maybe they just have to find out about it themselves…

My aunt is just blabbing everywhere and talking shit about my friend and turning stories upside down — FEAR… takes away people’s common sense. Cesar Milan (the Dog Whisperer) is right, he said “When there’s fear, there’s no common sense” — he was talking about dogs who bark so loud because they are, deep inside, insecure and scared.

NAHUHULI ANG ISDA SA KANYANG BUNGANGA. (In English, “You catch a fish by its mouth.” - if that made sense at all in English… but in Tagalog, it does, so that message is for my AUNT — you know who you are.)

All I know… is the truth… and what I did, was the right thing to do.

BREAK… it’s time for me to take a bath… I have to sleep early… more about the telenovela some time this week…

To be continued…

--=*niknok*=--

Jan

Filed under updates     158 words in post     9:29 pm
Current Mood: annoyed & bitchy

she won’t have that number one album in the billboard charts like chris daughtry had.

she won’t be like kelly…

blake rules.

i know you lost, and i’m frickin’ pissed. but it won’t be the end of the world.

ugh! i hate this season of american idol. after all the hype… big cameos of big stars…

then… this is what we all get?!?!?!?!

pota. pagkatapos tanggalin si melinda. sya lang naman ang deserving talaga.

melinda is just beyond compare.

eh ni wala sa kalingkingan si jordin kay melinda noh.

nanalo lang sya dahil si blake LANG ang kalaban nya!!!

at least unique yung tao? eh sya? ilang beses ko na nakita ang katulad nya, i’m so friggin’ jaded.

kasi tong c blake pinilipili pa yung bon jovi na kantang walang kakwenta-kwenta. pota tlaga. sorry.

good thing there’s so you think you can dance again… sana man lang masiyahan uli ako.

--=*niknok*=--

Cassie, Vickie, Ellie, ai~, Elaine