9/22/08: Breakdown = I was stressed. I couldn’t do all this anymore. I made two entries already talking about how I was going to handle this site and all my other sites.’
(order: game plan, site plan, final plan)
I realize if I go on like this, that I’m never going to be happy. I just need to let things rest. I need to relax. This all came to me yesterday night at 1:00 PM. I never sleep well when things have to change.
Its the first week of my winter break. But I’m just so stressed out.
I want to add new content to the site. I have to make sure I trade at least 2 patches a month for the Q*Bee. I want to stay active at my Message Boards. I have to make a layout a month. I want an active social life. If I can’t handle this now, how can I handle it with school and everything else. I have so many responsibilities.
On top of that: oncoming projects and sites. I personally love this one too much to put it on hold, but of all my other ones? I’m just never going to be happy, or satisfied if I don’t let some things go, or down. I’m very confused.
I don’t know if I can actually do this. I just want to cut back to posting here, staying active at my message boards, checking my email, making new layouts, trading at the Q*Bee, making sure my friends don’t hate me, and that’s all. I don’t have the time and effort anymore.
Lets try to keep it at that.
