9/22/08: Breakdown = I was stressed. I couldn’t do all this anymore. I made two entries already talking about how I was going to handle this site and all my other sites.’
(order: game plan, site plan, final plan)
I realize if I go on like this, that I’m never going to be happy. I just need to let things rest. I need to relax. This all came to me yesterday night at 1:00 PM. I never sleep well when things have to change.
Its the first week of my winter break. But I’m just so stressed out.
I want to add new content to the site. I have to make sure I trade at least 2 patches a month for the Q*Bee. I want to stay active at my Message Boards. I have to make a layout a month. I want an active social life. If I can’t handle this now, how can I handle it with school and everything else. I have so many responsibilities.
On top of that: oncoming projects and sites. I personally love this one too much to put it on hold, but of all my other ones? I’m just never going to be happy, or satisfied if I don’t let some things go, or down. I’m very confused.
I don’t know if I can actually do this. I just want to cut back to posting here, staying active at my message boards, checking my email, making new layouts, trading at the Q*Bee, making sure my friends don’t hate me, and that’s all. I don’t have the time and effort anymore.
Lets try to keep it at that.
You shouldn’t feel pressured to do things you really don’t want to do or can’t afford to do at the moment. Don’t let your online activities stress you out! Add content when you have the time if you want. There is no rush to do everything all at once. If you like just blogging then do just that.
I’ve personally been saying I’m going to add new content to my site for months. I haven’t yet…too busy. Maybe I will and maybe I wont. Maybe I’ll get rid of that section altogether.
Then point is, don’t let it all stress you out. Just have fun!